Album: Suicide Notes And Butterfly Kisses (2002)

The Crimson

i feel it well up inside
and robert smith lied, boys do cry
abd with blood tears in my eyes
i'm anne rice novel come to life
i cant hide the monster anymore
one can only feel desolate for so long
until one starts to change into something
the mirror doesnt recognize
i metamorphosize
the darkness has been biding its time
to claim its latest victim
fresh meat for carnal desires
to become wut i became
i viewed the sun for the last time

will u still hold me
when you see what i have done?
will u still kiss me the same
when you taste my victims blood?
so crimson and red
i fell it flowing fromm your lips
crimson and red

My heart is dead and so are you
and it pulses through, the desire to change
to deconstruct all of my past failings
but where to begin
becasue when you live is sin
its hard to look at the saints
without them reflecting their jet black auras back on you
and all i have is hope
my inner burn's not fading
ill wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day

(chorus)

and all i have is hope
and all i need is time
to bury in pine under six feet of time
the lies i told me about myslef
claw my way out, pick the splinters from under my fingernails
i wont loose hope, i wont give in

just live and breathe, try not to die again(x3)

(Chorus)x2

my heart is dead, and so are you!!