Album: other songs

For Anders

I miss you,
miss you so bad.
I don't forget you,
you're still in my thoughts.
In my head,
i keep on looking back
at the very start,
that lovely wekend of the month.
I'm siting on the bed,
watcing at your photo,
staring at the phone,
hoping you'll call me.
What did I walk away to find?
That question keeps on spinning in my mind.
When I'ts late at night,
I hold on to my pillow tight,
until I get tired
of listening to the sound of my tears.
I feel guilty but I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do.
You're like an open wound
and everytime I think about you
it bleeds.
I'm giving up on everything
because you messed me up.
But guess what?
This guilt trip that you put me on,
won't mess me up anymore.
Iknow I've done some shit,
but it seemsthat you are not
ready to forgive.
Don't worry
I'll found my way
I'm moving on I have to forget
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
when I'm missing out today.
Memories will start fade away
and you'll soon be forgoten.