Album: other songs

Change

And I will never see the truth
This is not a matter of my youth
I do not need anybody else
Bonds would put my mind into cells

And I will never know I was wrong
Never listen to those truly strong
I do not fear anything that's not me
Ignorance is the ultimate key

But I wouldn't want to live like this forever
But change myself? Never never!
The very thought sends shivers down my spine
I'm sure everything everything will be fine

I am the one who cries out at night
For somebody to change my very core
Not sure why I live in endless fright
Doomed to love only myself for evermore

I am the one who has no real friends
Shallow people flocking to my banner
Always trying to make easy amends
Cherishing my own overbearing manner

Life - always fragile
I will never change
Love - always fleeting
I will never change

Life - always fragile
I will never change
Love - always fleeting
I will never change

But I wouldn't want to live like this forever
Maybe I really was too clever
But I wouldn't want to end like that
I would die lonely and incredibly sad

I will never drag myself out of this
The shadows of my past bogging me down
Feeling lost in turmoil and crisis
My face forever set in an endless frown

I have been hurt beyond mental repair
Thence destined to suffer eternal damnation
No one can be there for me to care
But without I will never find salvation

Lust - always empty
But I will never change
Death - always tempting
But I will never change

Lust - always empty
But I will never change
Death - always tempting
But I will never change

Everything is about control
I must never slip nor ever fall
Anything is possible for me
I must never doubt and finally be free

And finally be free