Album: God Loves, Man Kills (1998)

Indifferent Now


you turned your back on me after i opened so much for you you'd see i was always there if
you'd only turned around but your eyes are averted as you stand on your own and your warm
embrace has dissolved into a cold and empty look no longer will i play your game time after
time, standing in line you keep your melancholy my support is gone i withdraw from your
twisted affection i withdraw from your traps and snares i withdraw into my corner indifferent
now, to you, not here how do i erase these marks you've made your barbed hooks have left me
swollen to remove the staines you've left on me i must cleanse myself of this emotion my heart
lies broken by words unspoken to live is to suffer through hurt and regret the pain is all i
know a tortured heart a functionless mass gone cold numbed by the pain of the world now
indefferent to all emotion your presence makes me sick the fire inside has been extinguished
the pain of the burning is all that's left so i embrace it, this suffering lie a functionless
mass lies broken it ceases to pump lacerated, a worthless lump lies cut now form my scars my
torn feelings now turn to scars a crust, a callous a shield to hide from the pain the emotion
once evoked no longer burns the pain has made me immune a hole, where once was warmth now in
a icy void sits my tormented heart that you've destroyed i withdraw from laughing i withdraw
from feeling i withdraw from your tender tough i withdraw from the pain of this flesh i
resign myself to earth and stone