Album: The Ascent (2012)

The Ascent

I hate this monster inside me
My body?s breaking down
I?m alone and I cant breathe
You wouldn?t understand, no chance
Cause I feel so fucking dead

Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I?m full, but empty
Guess I?m not the man that I wanna be
The bar?s my only friend, and it?s killing me
I?m not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I?m not the man that I wanna be
The bar?s my only friend and it?s killing me

Frail boy with a shallow mind
I?m not quite sure that I?m the type of guy
You should be hanging around
I tend to let people down

This is the last time getting high
Promises sound just like last night

I don?t know anything anymore
Help me regain control

I?ve been dependent for so long
I need to leave
I?ve been dependent for so long
I need to live (again)

Take the last drink, the bottle's gone
Washed down my throat, I?m full, but empty
Guess I?m not the man that I wanna be
The bar?s my only friend, and it?s killing me
I?m not losing this fight, oh wait, I guess I just lost it last night
Guess I?m not the man that I wanna be
The bar?s my only friend and it?s killing me

I?m drinking whisky like water
Cause water does nothing for me
I?m full of pain I need it more
I?m as empty as the whisky bottle on my floor

This is the end
I don?t need this anymore
Taking control
Is finding strength to let it go

I?m drinking whisky like water
Cause water does nothing for me