Album: Still Searching (2006)

Cinco De Mayo

This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
and now I struggle just to breathe

And this used to be my own safety

The sidewalks, they're torn up
and the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

'Cause I can't relive
all of those nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn't ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this now

Look at me
I'm a mess
a mess of everything
that I never wanted to be

I can't repeat
I can't relive

Those nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn't ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this, back to all this now

Nights when I was afraid
that I wouldn't ever be the same
and I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this, back to all this now